Today is one of "those" days... I'm having a rough day. It's not easy being the mommy to an angel... you long to hear your child cry... you long to hear his voice... you long to touch his skin... you long to see his eyes...
And you have bad days.
A bad day can sneak right up on you - what you think is starting out great, can instantly turn bad. You may see his blanket. You may go into his room. You may see his bottle. On a normal day, you stop for a minute, touch the item, smile, then continue on. But on a bad day, you stop, you may get sad and cry, you may get angry, you may not be able to continue on with the day - you may get a headache, you may throw up, you may just sit crying uncontrollably.
I have a headache. I hate headaches.
About Me
- losinglandon
- You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times, And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you, But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry, Is how long must I wait to be with you. I close my eyes and I see your face, If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place, Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow, I've never been more homesick than now. ~words from the song we chose to have played for Landon's funeral. Homesick by Mercy Me.
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